nothing exists but this.

nobody has ever lived while staying inside on a computer all day. it’s to perfect, to many of my friends are hitting the gym & to much soccer might be played today. i love you <3

where are we goingggggg?

Lil wayne lyrics that I love, but cannot relate to. lol.

Oh Drake lyrics that I cannot relate to, but I love. 

In this moment, you’re laying on my bed with me, but not completely with me. Your head is at my feet because you love to lay that way; on your stomach and I love to fall asleep like that while we watch television together. I can’t see the computer screen, too many blankets are in my way, but a big part of me wishes that you see this. You were listening to music, some Elle Goldberg, but I’m probably way off. You shut it off when our kitten jumped on the small of your back because you didn’t want to startle her. You’re dressed to go somewhere & you look beautiful, but we aren’t going anywhere because you’re here for me; I’m over-worked and sick. I believe that you’re wearing a skirt, you said you got it last summer but never really wore it- that was a few weekends ago, but I love it. It looks really good on you. Cate, have I ever told you that you’re beautiful? Have I ever stopped you right where you were walking to grab you, kiss you, and tell you that I love you? & doing so while really meaning it, a 19 year old heart that only beats for yours? Have I ever told you that I want to spend the rest of my life with you? To marry you would be the best day of my life, far better than any accomplishment I have made myself. You would never give up on me & while I know I have not been perfect, you’ve been perfect to me. I just want you to ALWAYS know that baby, forever + 1.

Nothing exists, but this. You are perfect, Caitlin Marie Jordan. <3

& nothing exists, but this.