nothing exists but this.

i love my life. i love my girlfriend. i love all of this. it’s like i’m forever on cloud 9, yet i’ve never gotten high. it’s like always find myself smiling even when there is reason not too. some shit has went down in the past week, with losing my Uncle and stuff, but you know you gotta just stay strong & do your part to be there for your family, yet i still keep my head up. he is in a better place now and we will meet again one day. this post is going nowhere. i’m going to play some black ops. i feel like a woman. just don’t forget, i love my life. i love how much responsibility that is enstilled in me. and above all, i love my girlfriend. fiance soon, maybe? i’m beyond ready.

what the fuck is going on? :(

vickigrunewald:

I want to get back down to 120. :[

I think I’m gonna go on my diet from senior year of highschool, and get a gym membership. So I basically will be aerobic anorexic again. :/ I hate that I can never lose weight. 

vicks. it’s really not that hard if you put yourself into it. you only get as much as you give when you work out. for you, get a gym membership somewhere close; i’m not even sure where that would be lol. then, go 3-4 times a week. maybe get a gym membership close to your work, that would push you to go a little more. that’s what i did. i switched my gym so it’s on the way home from school for me. you’ll go 70% more, hah. but anyway.

diet does have a big part in what you want to accomplish also. just stay away from fried, fatty foods and anything breaded. buy whole grains and Cate got me hooked on those nature valley bars. beautiful snack. 

i’d say you could just do your cardio outside, but i ran last night and it is way to god damn cold out. even in underarmor, a northface, and jogging pants. it was just annoying. 

& lol, i’m not a personal trainer, nor do i want to be one, i just like to see people with health goals. <3

ps. i don’t know shit about tumblr, so i hope you read this?